First I was in the classroom with my boyfriend and we spend time with eachother watching a movie while eating, then we sat down and a friend basically saw a plastic hidden and that friend called him out saying that it was weed and there's a seed of that marijuana plant. Since I know my boyfriend doesn't do drugs and we were wondering how did that get to his pocket I gave that small plastic to the dean of our school and reported about it. Then by the next day my teacher pulled me out of class and made me go to the office and report to me what happened which they basically said that they know the school will be biased so they took it to an international court and then police walked me to my jail cell and I saw like a girl getting jailed and getting hit by things and she and the other prisoners ran. Then I visited another prison which has pink and aqua colored walls filled with women prisoners. It's a bit rusty and the place has been broken. Then I was transfered to another cell, one where it's air-conditioned, they made me write what happened and I stayed there for the night. I saw my teachers like feeling bad about me. Then by the next day for some reason I went out and saw that my old tutorial center is now opened and a student was entering through the stairs and the owner warned her saying she should wait for her to go inside. She then asked us if we even know where it is and someone said to face right and you'll see a "we're open" sign. Then a lot of students came inside and one boy asked the owner if he could pay the price of the tutorial next month because they are struggling financially and the owner got angry. I was concerned because of the court issue I have basically I was accused of sneaking in drugs by the international court and she said that it's okay I can start after I can finally go back to school. Then I exited the center and went to my parents and they were waiting for me and my lawyer hugged me along with my parents my grandma cried because many students are talking bad about me while I was outside the school so now I'm in my attorney's office and I was crying because I saw she's just playing games and not doing anything to prepare for trial and I'm asking her if she's done and all and she said there's still time. She then opened a document and it's lengthy basically like it says to put who I'm remembered as and I listed my achievements, a good girlfriend, daughter, like that. Then I woke up.
Dreams often serve as a reflection of our thoughts, feelings, and experiences, both conscious and unconscious. In your dream, several key themes emerge that can provide insight into your current emotional state and your relationships with others.
Setting in the Classroom: Classrooms often symbolize learning and personal growth. The initial scene with your boyfriend indicates a sense of comfort and connection in your relationship. The movie-watching signifies shared experiences and a desire for closeness. This indicates that you may value your bond with him but also have underlying concerns regarding external pressures and judgments.
Discovering the Drugs: The revelation of the plastic containing a seed of marijuana might represent fears of misunderstandings or misconceptions, especially about someone you care about. Since you know your boyfriend does not do drugs, this reflects a sense of protectiveness and possibly insecurity about how others perceive your relationship. Your immediate decision to report the discovery suggests an inclination towards honesty and responsibility but also highlights anxiety about being implicated in something negative.
The International Court and Imprisonment: The escalation from school to an international court denotes feelings of being overwhelmed by external judgments and regulations beyond your control. This may relate to feelings of being unfairly judged or the pressure you feel to prove yourself in various aspects of life. Symbolically, the jail and the other prisoners could represent feelings of entrapment or fear of being misunderstood and facing severe consequences for something you did not do.
Visiting Prisons with Different Atmospheres: The contrasting prison environments reflect your psychological state. The rustiness and chaos of one prison might signify feelings of distress and instability, while the air-conditioned cell could represent a brief sense of relief or protection. Writing about what happened signifies a desire to clarify your thoughts and feelings. This can be symbolic of a need for catharsis or to articulate your truth in a world where you feel misrepresented.
Interaction with Students and Tutorial Center: The revival of the tutorial center points to a desire to return to normalcy and regain control over your education and life. The dynamic with the students and the owner reflects concerns about your reputation and how your peers perceive you. This again ties back to the fear of being judged unfairly, particularly in light of your ongoing legal troubles.
Family Support and Anxiety about the Lawyer: Your parents' presence and the emotional support they offer indicate a grounding source in your life amidst chaos. However, your lawyer’s nonchalance highlights anxiety over how your case is being handled. This represents a fear of losing control over your narrative and possibly hints at a need for trust and competence in those who are supposed to help you.
Listing Achievements: The act of documenting who you are — a good girlfriend, daughter, etc. — signifies a quest for self-identity beyond the accusations laid against you. It can be seen as a way for you to reclaim your narrative amidst adversity, asserting your worth based on personal achievements instead of actions you did not commit.
Conclusion: Ultimately, this dream appears to reflect deep-seated anxieties about judgment, misunderstanding, and the desire for clarity in your relationships and self-identity. It might be beneficial to engage with these feelings consciously, perhaps through journaling or dialogue with those close to you, while also seeking to clarify your boundaries and assert your self-worth irrespective of outside opinions. This dream serves as a reminder that you have the agency to define who you are, regardless of external circumstances.